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Monday, August 14th, 2006
9:57 pm	amazing ive decided to take this move as a positive thing. ill be closer to work. closer to school. which is more convenient. i spent last weekend with mike. big surprise. actually i've been with him every weekend since we met. it's amazing. i love being with him. i love just being at his house. laying around watching movies. not waking up til 2. its like a little vacation every weekend. but when i have to leave its the worst feeling ever. i get that happy/giddy/comfort feeling around him though and its the best. things have been going so great and i'm not used to this. haha. yayyy. i will be done with school in early december. foreverrr. hopefully i'll start assisting erin, but if not i may look into moving. we'll see how things work out tho. work isn't better than usual. but ive decided its a necessary evil so i'll grin and bear it. and make more cash to go to san diego and buy shit i dont need. the vice president of the company is visiting our store tomorrow. this should be interesting. hahaha. i have more to write but i want to watch a disney movie and go to bed. school and work tomorrow. but for once i'm okay with it. it's gonna keep me busy until mike comes back from philly. i hope. <3 Current Mood: giddy Current Music: the sound of the tv downstairs (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
4:28 pm	sound and fury was amazing. show on sunday(hoods, em4h, wintch mob) was amazing. being with esco allllll fucking weekend...best thing ever. he makes life so great. every day is better and better. and he's breaking me of my shitty and rude habits. my parents adore him. and he basically lives at my house on the weekends. he the best thing that's happened to me in idk how long. i love it! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 24th, 2006
12:07 pm	sooo... Monday-work. Tuesday-disneyland. Wednesday-Hoshi's? Thursday-Fight Everyone show. Friday-start my sleeve. Saturday-back to school then Sound and Fury? be amazing and join the fun. :) btw. last night was the best show i've been to in a very long time. and i miss someone very much.<3 (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
9:34 am	zoo yesterday was rediculously hot. i almost passed out. but it was still fun. i'm not quite ready for this weekend to end. good thing fight everyones show is tonight. i really wanna go back to DISNEYLAND soon. i miss it already. and my appointment to get my sleeve started is the 28th! i seriously can't wait. btw. anyone down for a SF road trip anytime soon? (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 20th, 2006
10:10 am	ugh. i have to clean my room. this is going to be the hardest thing ever. i pick esco up in 4 hours from the train station. it will be nice having him around for the next 3 days. then i get to go to the san diego zoo on saturday. ive never been there. i can't wait to see the white tigers and penguins!!! yayyy. friday night we will be at remembering never's show in lancaster. theyre great guys so come out and support them. btw. thanks to everyone who have helping in making the past couples weeks amazing. :) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
1:45 pm	show tonight at the whiskey. pretty excited. what i'm not excited for... miles being disgusting. you seriously suck. haha. Current Mood: nauseated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
3:24 pm	i'm a lucky girl. i have amazing friends that i love. an amazing family that would do anything for me. and a best friend who came out to cali to spend time with me. i miss her so much already. i dropped her off today and basically had a panic attack when i was driving home. i hateee goodbyes. i'm 100% free tonight. and it sucks. maybe i'll make it a movie night. Current Mood: thankful (Comment on this)
Friday, July 14th, 2006
1:51 am	dibs tonight was reallyyy fun. good people. good dinner. fun in wal mart. liquid dibs. and for the record. camera phones should have never been invented. k...so not really. hahaha. :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
3:14 am	sleep is overrated and so are you so the past couple days have been amazing. went to sd and picked up esco. hung out. watched movies. slept. warped tour the next day. remembering never was the only really decent band of the day. took esco home which suckeddd. worked from 2-10 today which was lame. picking up the best friend tomorrow. hoshi's for dinner in valencia. then tigerheat for laughs. kinda cant wait. i'm over people who don't show they care. so start showing it or back the fuck off. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
10:27 am	hangout? i have a feeling this weekend is going to suck. i have no plans whatsoever for the next two days. people need to call me to hangout. cuz that'd be completely amazing. thanks. yesterday was a very good day. went to in n out with a friend for lunch. work for paycheck. home to chill. follow your heart for mikey's birthday. then movies to see dead man's chest again. sooo good. kinda bummed about something right now and if it gets better that'd be great. :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
11:19 am	give up? i need patience. i'm getting sick of nothing working out. and the more and more i think of it. the less i feel like people are there for me. i'm tired of not having someone in my life that i can randomly call if i need them. that will come over at a moments notice when i'm upset. that will call or text just to say hi. i miss that. a lot. btw. not sure why i even write in this. no one comments anyways. maybe i just like seeing my messed up thoughts. who knows. Current Mood: crushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
12:34 pm	fireworks... fireworks tonight... then not quite sure. give me something to do. last night was pretty decent. went to melrose to talk to my artist. he's drawing up my sleeve then calling in the next couple weeks for an appt. shopped a little. went to the moorpark fireworks. completely lame and rediculous. not even worth the time it took me to find a parking spot...forever. then dennys for dessert. i'm liking summer so far. btw. someone go to disneyland with me!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
9:52 am	last night... was all in all amazing. bunch of random fun stuff packed into one night. hopefully i keep having more and more of thoses. because that would be very nice. :) going back to sleep i believe. [i may hog the blankets. but at least i'm not a pillow thief.< 3] Current Mood: calm Current Music: silence (Comment on this)
Friday, June 30th, 2006
1:31 am	Happy Birthday... ...to me. good night to start off being 18. bad food, good people. hey, can't win em all. <3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
11:10 pm	house is hot. i can't sleep. too much to think about. tomorrow is my last day of school for the summer. my last day of being 17. my last day of being a kid and getting away with stupid shit. i'm so happy i'm going to be 18 though. i've been waiting for this for awhile. hopefully things will only get better. disneyland friday. and hopefully saturday. :) can't wait. Current Mood: amused Current Music: none...it's nice (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
3:41 pm	sick i'm really not feeling good at all. hot chocolate, jamba, or company would be very much appreciated. i'm probably taking myself bowling later if i feel better. who knows. haha. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Dashboard (Comment on this)
Monday, June 26th, 2006
8:04 pm	big 18! birthday in 3 days. omg!!! i've seriously been waiting for this forever. june 30th im going to disneyland then bane show probably. but does anyone wanna go to the beach or disneyland on saturday? come on. it'd be fun! :) Current Mood: sick Current Music: Keith Urban haha (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:55 am	i hate this feeling. i hate crying. i hate thinking. it sucks. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 24th, 2006
11:30 pm	meh kinda disappointed. kinda not feeling great. kinda don't wanna go in to work tomorrow til 5:30. but it's my last day until august so i get lots of time to chill and hang out now. finally!!! as much as i like to bitch... things are getting better. hopefully things stay good for once. Current Music: Ramallah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
10:41 pm	vegas. june 8th. ultimate fighting championship. sooo stoked! it will be an amazing trip. anyone else wanna go? (Comment on this)